why did it become like this?

the moment you said "No,",

many things were sacrificed.

you chose to remain as painful memories in my heart,

when you could have became one of the most beautiful and wonderful ones.

i did not understand.



but i guess i have to,

because that's what you prefer,

and i will respect your decision.



now...

can you forgive me for all the tantrums and childish behaviours of mine,

so that i can free you from me. completely.