life of a girl. @ 1:36 AM
1. i went to bugis with yj and bought a quite
high-heeled shoes which i wanted quite badly. and yj bought one herself too. and she has to pay me back like $25++ HAHA. anyway we bought at the same shop and the person working there was like, "THANK YOU SOOO MUCH! oh, are you from korea by the way?" and blah blah. i felt quite
happy coz i felt i was actually HELPING someone to survive through this wicked world. ㅋㅋ anyway we went to orchard after that (with
no money at all HAHA) and my feet started to hurt. okay, i'm not used to wearing high heels la. and I DON'T KNOW WHY YOOJIN'S FEET DO NOT HURT!!! ARGG!! I FEEL LIKE AN
AMATEUR!! it was like... walking on knives? every step was so torturous and painful that i wanted to just take the shoes off and throw them somewhere. but of course, i didn't do that coz it's
EXPENSIVE. it's not branded but IT IS EXPENSIVE OKAY? anw i don't even remember enjoying myself after that. we just went home on a bus and racked our brains how to tell our mothers. i decided to keep it in a deep corner of my room and never tell her. yoojin decided to tell her mother that "hojung gave it to me coz it was too big for her. if you don't believe, you can call her."
2.exams ended. and my mom tells me to study. W T H
3.going out 2mr with huiju constance yixuan. to KBOX!! yay!
hope brenduh can join us.
4.i don't get what that person is saying. i hope that person can explain. oh, to come to think of that, we were like total strangers, then became so close, and now, back to stranger-mode again. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY? can you please explain???? ok, i won't blame you for acting like that but don't you have the little bit of courage to come and speak up to me? like, say hi? or bye? or even 'you look so ugly today' or just 'HAHAHA'? if you can't, then never mind. i don't really expect la. it's so... over, right? SHIT. this is damn stupid. why am i dwelling over things that are OVER? i tell myself not to but can't help it, seriously. and i can't help dreaming about that person too. once, that person actually SLAPPED ME ACROSS MY FACE and walked away. and i was in a bad mood for the whole day. like, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SLAP ME? i don't care whether it's in dream lor! idiot. and once that person hugged me behind my back, and i was happy for the whole day. DAYDREAMING. what is this? why is my life controlled by someone i don't care a shit about. no, i think i do. and i hate myself.
4.my friends are calling me to counsel them about their love stories. eh, you think what. i never even had a bf and you all call me for what?? har?
5.i lost weight but grew
taller. ^_________________^
6.i can't sleep deeply at night. like DURH, someone keep starring in my dreams. go and die can?
7.i have to go to LMS to do my hw. honestly, i'm too guai.
