today was like SHIT.
i never brought my maths note and never tell my teacher and she made me stand up.
that's not the point. she was DISAPPOINTED that i was not COURAGEOUS to confess.
ya, okay, fine, my anger gage was about 50%.
then after chem, coz badi's phone couldn't slide down properly,
i tried to help her fix without her knowing.
then she got angry and used f word like so many times AT ME.
i swore a lot in korean in my head and wanted to punch her face
but i was too nice.
i was even COURAGEOUS enough to initiate the hand shake and
say sorry. my anger gage? 90%. which was quite rare for me.
i don't know why. life is turning its back on me so often now.
i want to roll my eyes at so many ppl now.
LIKE YOU!!! WHO IS READING THIS POST!!!! haha.
i don't know what's gonna happen 2moro.
it may be suckier. and shittier. and lousier.
but what can i do? THAT'S LIFE. RIGHT?
but there's one thing that will make my life entirely happier.
RECONCILING with that person.
i just can't stand being in an awkward relationship with
ANY of my used-to-be friends.
ㅆㅂ새끼야왜니가먼저말안꺼내는데.