Friday, April 3, 2009
yesterday. @ 7:41 PM
아ㅅㅂ.
심판들졸라싫다고. 됬냐?
csb got silver,
but we know we are PLATINUM band!
yesterday, i was trying my best not to cry after the announcement of result,
but the moment i saw Celine, the lump in my throat was already bursting.
tears kept blurring my sight.
don't know why. i think i felt really ashamed that we couldn't get gold
and show it to our seniors proudly.
we worked SO HARD for 2years.
and of course, JERINE, ELAINE AND MYRRA cried instantly. A LOT.
Philiz cried a lot too, when we got back to school.
then the sight of her crying made me cry again.
yesterday was CRYING DAY.
today is EMOING DAY.
but tomorrow will be a
NEW BEGINNING. AGAIN.
(and i sent a prank sms to celine TAN that we got silver before we really got our result.
and i don't know what to say next week.씨발.)
샤이니 ★ SHINee